qis, niman, adra, and everything [is supposed to be] rainbow.

Monday, April 16, 2012

fin.

Every beginning has an end. Hence, this space will no longer be the place to dump all my foolish thoughts.

Thanks for dropping by. May Allah bless us all with piety and purify our souls, always.

See you on the other side. I heard Jannah is the greatest place to be. =)

Sunday, February 26, 2012

patience.

Humans are tested with hardship and pleasure. whatever the test is, May Allah makes things easy for us all and grant us kheir in the hereafter and reward us for our patience.

Good news received from a dear friend. Alhamdulillah, He was listening to your prayers all this while. He always listens. InsyaAllah may everything goes well for you love. Now we're beginning to learn that patience pays big rewards, don't you think? =)

Saturday, January 21, 2012

smoke.

why, bleeding is breathing
try, bleeding is believing
why, believing is breathing

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

the silent treatment.

so much fear of not being wanted and so much need to be wanted.
do they have a term for that?

i miss my darling aqish, my smelly niman, my yaya adra.

Sunday, January 15, 2012

2012

He always have His ways of telling me something i thought i should not know. Bad things we learned may not actually be as bad as we thought. Well indeed, Allah works in mysterious ways. I hope everyone is happy and that everyone's mind is now at peace with whatever decisions and choices that have been made.

Have a good life to everyone. May Allah make us a better mankind and bless us all. Have a happy new year 2012.

Sunday, December 11, 2011

Random. December.

If you were here beside me
Instead of in New York
If the curve of you was curved on me
I’d tell you that I loved you
Before I even knew you
Cause I loved the simple thought of you 

If you were here beside me
Instead of in New York
Of the arms you said you'd never leave
I'd tell you that it's simple
And it was only ever thus
There is nowhere else that I belong 

-- Snow Patrol

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

stagnant.

when i look at myself i see everything in like slow motion and i think, *something* has to happen. only it never does, so i have to make it happen.

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

for kain cotton lovers,

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

the better half.

I think the quote “absence makes the heart grow fonder” is truly for real.

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

2005-2011

i've cancelled my myspace account which was created back in 2005. so if you googled my name in the future, my myspace account wont appear on your search results.

*okay, back to stalking mode*

*okay, saiko*